Thinking

Here I am listening to Pandora Radio trying to think of something clever to blog about. My brain is still asleep and I realize I am not a particularly clever person. At that my friends, is the rub. I want to be clever, I want to be humorous, I want to write witty little antidotes about my life and instead I am faced with clumsy thoughts.

Once again, I am faced with the reality that I am not who I want to be.

Who am I?

If nothing else this blog makes me think. Thinking is good. But thinking causes me to challenge myself.

Hmmm...

Thinking also causes me to realize that I am exactly who God wants me to be. This is the frustrating part. I don't want to be what I am...

I am too old for this. Geesh...