Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Thinking

Here I am listening to Pandora Radio trying to think of something clever to blog about. My brain is still asleep and I realize I am not a particularly clever person. At that my friends, is the rub. I want to be clever, I want to be humorous, I want to write witty little antidotes about my life and instead I am faced with clumsy thoughts.

Once again, I am faced with the reality that I am not who I want to be.

Who am I?

If nothing else this blog makes me think. Thinking is good. But thinking causes me to challenge myself.

Hmmm...

Thinking also causes me to realize that I am exactly who God wants me to be. This is the frustrating part. I don't want to be what I am...

I am too old for this. Geesh...

7 comments:

Letters From Midlife said...

You're my friend...how's that for starters in answering your question? lol!

Donna's Book Nook said...

We all have moments like this--sometimes lots of them. I'm not clever or witty most of the time--I guess I've accepted that. lol Donna

Life with Linda said...

ahhhh THis is the exact right time for those questions!!! When they come to you...that is the time for them....It's a journey of Faith & Love with God...take hold of his hand and ASK!!!! GO-SEEK-FIND!!!!

You are not defined by who you were this morning...but who you become in His Presence!!!

Sit A Spell said...

I've had a blah day today too. I am involved with MOPS International and we have our huge leadership training this weekend and I haven't even looked at my material! (yes, I am a speaker...yikes) I just got off a conference call to go over details and I still feel kinda "blah"...that is sooo not me. Is it the weather...economy (hubby works for Delphi) or middle aged mama with the blahs??? ; )

All in all...we are who HE created us to be and that's good enough for me even on my blah days.

Joyce said...

I don't think you recognize your warmth and sincerity..it comes thru in your blog which has it's own style that is you. Your blog is comfy. I always like visiting here. Have a great day!

Dee said...

Things could be worse-you could be me. Just kidding :-) Gina if you could see yourself as others see you, well-you might get conceded. I love your blog . Dee

Gina said...

You all are so kind and funny. Thanks each and everyone of you!